I must have overslept. What was that loud noise...

没想到毕业季会给我带来如此大的伤感,最难过的时候莫属再次见到了王昊、王微微、朱丹和方圆。因负罪感仍很深,所以还是不敢和王昊有眼神上的接触,更不敢用语言和她们交流,即使内心里充满的激动与难过。凌晨和大家玩杀人游戏的时候,朱丹和王微微开始和我说话,让我的内心留下了一道道即喜悦又极度悲伤的泪水。也许我一直都想错了,一直迷失在自己的世界里了。原来,我还是如此愚蠢,被悔恨蒙住了双眼,被悲伤阻碍了前进的步伐。

I am truly sorry for what I have said and done. What I really want you to know is that the guy you are disgusted by is the guy I am disgusted by too. But that guy does not exist anymore. He has gone. And the reason is because of you. You have made me a better man. Thank you.

这是我引用Howard Wolowitz对Bernadette Rostenkowski说的一段话。谢谢你让我变成了一个更好的男人,或至少变成了一个不再那么差劲的男人。我会勇敢的正视自己的过去,不再一味的逃避;勇敢的创造自己的未来,不再犯同样的错误。I have never ceased missing you, nor will I in the future.

接下来的旅程也要开始了,我会把爷爷和我小时候一起拍的照片印在水晶玻璃上,并带到美国去,因为我现在要去的地方正是爷爷读大学时最想去的地方:全美新闻专业第一的密苏里大学哥伦比亚分校。虽然我读的是统计专业,但我相信爷爷一定会感到高兴的。虽然我崇尚科学,反对迷信,但我不得不说没有爷爷对我的保佑,我是不会被这所学校录取的。密苏里大学坚持的一些观点和爷爷的一样,都很注重写作能力,这也是我需要重视并努力提高的。爷爷的挚友肖爷爷正在接受化疗,赴京签证的时候我和爸爸去医院看望了他。肖爷爷和爷爷一样在面对困难和挑战的时候都不失风趣和幽默,看到躺在床上的肖爷爷和医生开玩笑时候,我对肖爷爷这种乐观坚强的态度感到高兴,同时也因为想念爷爷而感到悲伤。肖爷爷要我登机去美国之前再来看他,我答应了,并作出了保证。

接下来的旅途还很长,我会慢慢的探索,细细的体会,努力的学习,坚强的走下去。

Leave A Comment, Written on 05月 24th, 2012 , +大学生活.CollegeLife

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